i officially established today that homework is my last priority. it sounds pretty bad but i’ve worked my butt off my entire life. even when grades wouldnt count, i’d still be trying my best, pushing everything else behind it. i fixated on it because that would be the key to my future, according to all the adults around me. i did my part and now i have some months left before i officially become an adult in may; i want to make the most of it now. i know its still going to be constricted because of my parents but i’m just going to take things easier. i did this yesterday and today, and i’m feeling pretty darn mellow right now. i like this, i mean homework is still a priority, its just at the bottom of the list. i still get it done eventually and i feel a lot less stressed. i can get used to this.