almost there!
so i think hope has been slightly restored. i think i finally see the light at the end of this long dark tunnel. my uc applications are nearly complete! i only need to revise the last paragraph of my prompt 1! i plan to submit it tomorrow. i forbade myself to eat thanksgiving food until i submit it. i think im going to starve. its way too nerve wrecking to submit it. its like saying thats it, youve done everything you could and this is what youre left with. this better be worth it.
